My Christmas Wish

My Christmas Wish

I remember when Fran and I were first married and living with Rosanne, Fran’s mother, in Fountain Park I used to think how amazing it would be to have a baby born at Christmas time. Well, years later, we have Giles born in December. Richard born in December; Our granddaughter, Cara, born in December and on the 20th of December this year 2021 – a beautiful great granddaughter, born to our granddaughter Sasha and her husband Craig – a wee sister for our great grandchildren, Maddy and Zack.

Not to mention Ross born in July and our  granddaughter Emma-Lee born in October, Joshua born in March and Ethan born in September. Birth days in spring, summer, autumn and winter.

Didn’t we do well! And aren’t  we blessed.

A most joyful Christmas to each and every one of you. May your homes and families be blessed with peace and contentment.

Gemma

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Climbing the Minor’s Trail

Climbing a Mountain Dream

In the middle of writing my second novel ‘The Twins Twins’ I decided to climb Muckish Mountain in Co Donegal.

Simon my nephew and his wife Cathy offered to take me. My thinking for climbing the mountain was to get a real feel for the main protagonist of the book who had come from Australia to live at the foot of the mountain. I’d viewed all the online climbers and videos Donegal Mountain Team I wasn’t a climber but I wanted to climb Muckish .I’d climbed Crough Patrick while on holiday in Co Mayo years before. I still vividly recall the hands and knee slippery crawl to the top only to find there was a thick mist and it was nearly impossible to seen the other pilgrims.

The day of the climb dawned bright and clear.

Simon collected me in Strabane. “We’re heading for Killygordon (Co Donegal (to pick up Cathy, Evelyn, the niece Ellen and Tony, the dog,” he said as I climbed up into his jeep.

My first close up of Muckish rising in the mist was breathtakingly beautiful. A few cars were parked up but Simon manoeuvred his way past and took a road that got narrower and stonier as he crawled along. I wonder was I stone mad. Should I start praying like we had done climbing Croagh Patrick?

I had no need to worry my two intrepid guides had come fully prepared.

I’m going to let the images tell the rest of the story except to say it’s not everybody who has a cooked lunch halfway up the Miner’s Trail. I’d never have made it up to the top where I fell on my ass on the stony summit or down again without the help of this great couple. And their baby Eleanor keeping us all going shouting from her baby harness on her father back, “Up, Up,” every time we stopped to draw breathe and admire the view. While Tony, the dog, as large as a small pony, weaved in and out between the huge boulders that dotted the cliff face, as if he was our Sherpa guide.

When I am an old old woman I will remember the feeling of utter exhilaration as I stood on the summit and below me spread out like a painting, the fields and rivers of Donegal and Tyrone.

At one stage as we inched our way keeping close to the cliff face and away from the edge Cathy called back to me,” You alright, Gemma? See the next book you write, make sure the main character is living in a fancy hotel in London or New York.”

It was beginning to get dark as we reached the foot of the mountain again. I was done. My legs were like lumps of jelly. It was two steps back and staggered steps sideways trying to find a way between the rough terrains.

Cathy, you are one good patient woman. Thank you Simon. You made my dream come true and gave me a priceless memory.

Gemma Hill 2021©

 

 

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A Bed For The Night in Donegal Town

A Bed For The Night

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Kathleen was home on holiday from Perth in WA. We decided to have a few days’ away – A wee stayover – girls only – Gertie, Kathleen, Helen and Yours Truly – in Donegal Town Co Donegal. Eamon Mc Colgan, our cousin, may God be good to him drove us, as he frequently did. As we drove through Barnesmore Gap he asked did we want to stop at Biddy’s for a drink and a bite to ea. There was a chorus of “Does a cat drink milk?” Biddy’s – some said it was the smallest pub in Ireland – (I think a lot of places claim that title). That day a Hen Party was in full swing. As the bride-to-be gathers all her hens around a table, the craic was mighty. It was a very good start to our few days away.

The Diamond in Donegal Town was crowded with late summer visitors. Eamon drew up behind a line of tourist buses spilling their passengers on to the narrow footpath.

We had a large family hotel room. Four beds in a row – like Goldie Locks and the 3 Bears. Like Goldie, while the others were checking out the bathroom – shower or bath? – I tried out the beds. Bed number one was a no-no – too near the bathroom –Kathleen, Helen and Gertie would have to pass it during the night if they needed to go.

Bed 2 was in the middle between bed 1 and 3 (as it would be) – . Not a good position to be – every time I’d turn I’d be looking into either a face or an ass…you get the picture!

Bed 3 was furthest from the toilet but nearer the window.

I bounced on bed number 4. This was the one – last in the row – nearest the window. If there was a-stirring in the night or a queue for the bathroom it would not have to pass my bed.

Next stop was to check out the foyer, the dining room menu and the night’s entertainment .I was under the usual rules – No book shops. definitely no shoe shops. And top of the ‘DONTS “don’t be encouraging complete strangers to tell me their life stories.”

Well, I never was a very obedient child – many a day I felt the swish coming off the ‘sally rod’ our mother kept behind the ornamental china dog with the hole in its head on the mantelpiece as I flew like the wind out of her reach and the stinging rod on the backs of my legs.

Everything was going to plan until we emerged from the dining room and decided to relax for a while on the cushy squishy armchairs in the foyer. As we settle in, the glass door of the hotel opened and in struggled a woman weighted down with an assortment of handbags and an eclectic collection of other types of baggage. Immediately my curiosity was piqued. Had she just got off one of the many tour buses sporting Dutch, American, Irish, English and Scottish named coaches parked outside in the street

Where had she come from and where was she going to next? My antenna was well and truly up.

The staff hailed her by name as if she was a regular. So, she hadn’t come on the tourist buses.

Kathleen and Gertie were looking relaxed and discussing the pro and cons of what we had just eaten. Helen was working her way out of her deep cushioned chair with the intention of going outside for a smoke.

The woman who had just come in sank gratefully into the chair Helen had just vacated; her bag, baggage settling in a semi-circle around her feet.

Of its own accord I heard my voice ask her had she come far just as a pleasant face staff member placed a beautifully laid tea tray on the table at the woman’s elbow. By now my antenna was emitting loud bleeps of interest. Who was she? I had to know more about her. As she poured tea into the fine white bone china cup and scooped in three heaped spoons of sugar and topped it up with a generous splash of rich full throttle cream I noticed her cardigan was clean but shabby and her shoes were more for country wear than town wear.

I tried and failed to push down my rampaging imagination. Surreptitiously I chanced a quick glance of my sisters. They were still deep in conversation with each other. Flinging caution to the wind I smiled at the woman and offered to refill her teacup.

That was all it took. Without preamble she began to tell me her life story. ..

Her story is not mine to tell. Sufficient to say she entrusted her most precious child to the authorities on a temporary basis on the advice of a politician she trusted and was almost destitute because all her monies had been spent paying solicitors fighting to get her much loved child back.

I left her there sipping her tea from the delicate china cup. My sisters had long gone fed-up with waiting for me and Helen, sitting opposite me, was ready for another smoke.

We found Kathleen and Gertie in a crowded, noisy pub at the bottom of the street. The thump of traditional Irish music blasted through the open window and door and into the street making the windows vibrate.

We pushed our way inside. There was standing room only and barely enough space to raise the glass to your mouth or clap your hands to show your appreciation for the many singers and musicians.

We had a great night. At closing time we made our way back to the hotel planning what we were going to do the next day. My plan was to visit the shoe shops. The other decided we’d catch the local bus into Bundoran, the nearest seaside town.

It was late now and the foyer of the hotel was quiet. The chair where the woman had sat finishing the dregs of her tea surrounded by her many bags, was empty.

As we waited for the elevator I wondered where she was sleeping tonight. My fussing about being disturbed as the others went to the toilet seemingly of no consequence now

Gemma Hill © January 2021

 

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Don’t Come Home for Christmas Son

Don’t Come Home for Christmas Son

Oh how I’d love to be encircled in your arms.

Feel your bristly face against my cheek

I Pray

Stay away! Stay away this Christmas time

 

Covid is wearing an ecstatic beam

Grinning from ear to ear

Rubbing its hands together in hilarity

 

Your presence at the dinner table

The best Christmas present it will receive in 2020

A fresh nose, throat and lungs to inhabit

A Courier

To dispatch the deadly pandemic to me and others

What an amazing present for killer Covid this festive season

A gift that will keep giving

Long after the spirit of Christmas has been buried

 

Oh how I’d love to be encircled in your arms

Feel your bristly face against mime

I pray

Stay away! Stay away this Christmas time

Vaccines’ frontlines’ will bravely provide

Covid will submit, succumb,

Face its demise

 

I pray my son

Don’t come home this Christmas time

Plan for 2021

When wonderful wander lust

Will carry you safely home to me

With beating heart I will watch the taxi pull in the drive

Your warm hug will be pure gold

We will be safe together again

Still alive

Gemma Hill  copyright Dec 2020

 

 

 

 

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Sisters Always

Sisters Always

I saw a white flower in bloom today

It made me think of you

Your anniversary

Four years passed since we lay

You to rest

Covid smirked at my distress

I knew I’d have to wait to place it on your grave

In Murlog Cemetery

I will at the first opportunity

Rest easy until I get to see you

Your sister Gemma xx

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For Those Who Walk With us

Poem Credit Jan Richardson

For those
who walked with us
this is a prayer.

For those
who have gone ahead,
this is a blessing.

For those
who touched and tended us,
who lingered with us
while they lived,
this is a thanksgiving.

For those
who journey still with us
in the shadows of awareness,
in the crevices of memory,
in the landscape of our dreams,
this is a benediction.

Jan Richardson

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Take Your Rubbish Home

Take Your Rubbish Home

He spat it out a blob of white

Our eyes followed its trajectory

It sailed and arched like a sneeze caught in the wind

Before hitting the ground

And glue-like stuck fast there

Beside my shoe  Ugh

A sight on the ground

“What the hell”! The others cried outraged

“It tasted bad, in my mouth” he smirked

“Where should I put it?

Under my desk

“It wouldn’t stick under your feet there,” he sneered

“It gets snagged in the cleaners’ hands,” they shot back

Take your rubbish home. Stop spreading filth

He shrugged, uncaring it seemed

Despite their disgust of him

And spat again

I left him there

Too enraged to say anymore

Except

Over my shoulder I shouted loudly

“Take your rubbish home you slob.”

Gemma Hill 2019©

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To School We Go

School!

I don’t remember my first day at school

But I’m sure my sister Gertie took me

Holding tight to my hand as our mother

Told her to as we walked from

Ballindrait to Murlog School

 

My husband Fran used to smile

When he told me about his first days

In the small school at the bottom of

The Ballycolman Lane in Strabane I think he said

And Sister Mary McTilll

 

I remember taking each of our three sons to

Their first day at school

Giles left Eileen and Anne’s careful care in pre-school

In Melvin Hall.

He had been there for 2 years because of the way

His birth date fell

Richard had gone to play school too

Under Elizabeth Blee’s tender hand and the team in

St Mary’s School

And then it was our son Ross’s turn to go

He had gone to Ballycolman Nursery

He still recalls his days there with fond memories

 

The youngest of the three

He was the last one to go to school

I remember walking up the Melmount Road

Holding tightly to his hand

I knew it probably was me that was going to

Need comforting as I stood outside the

Classroom clutching my camera

Asking to be let in to take a photo

Of his first day at school

 

And then in no time it seemed it was our grandchildrens’turn

The morning of the first day or that evening after school

They proudly came to show Granny and Granda

Their new school uniforms

And their amazing new schoolbags full of wonderful pencils, books

And their favorite toy that linked them with home

In case they’d feel lonely

 

And now it’s 2020 and it’s our

Great granddaughter little Maddie turn

 

I think what I’m trying to say is

Our worries and our fears inside our heads

Grow and multiply

Will they be bullied?

Will the teachers be kind and understand their wee funny ways

 

This year there is an extra fear

Despite the reassuring words

The hovering fear of Covit 19

Crowd our minds

 

It’s hard to let go of their hand

Their first’ test’ to pass the temperature probe

Will they pass or will they fail?

The closest thing to our hearts

Our children

 

Gemma Hill 2020

 

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The August Groom (1938)

The August Groom

 

The rooster’s song brought the dawn

My mother’s picture beside the range

Gazed down on me boy and man

Twelve years she’d hung there

And still I felt her mothering care

 

The shunting of carriages came to my ear

Across the fields the train made ready

I hear my mother’s whisper clear

“Go now. Don’t delay

God’s blessing on your wedding day.”

 

Pulling the door behind me to the rooster’s cry

I Looked across to the Donegal Line

The grey black smoke puffing into the sky

Impatient to be away

 

I began my journey to Sion Mill

Not for me the narrow gauge

My racing bike eating up the miles

I raced towards St Theresa’s aisle

 

Three brides stood at the altar rails

My heart swelled with manly pride

My Madge stood there in virgin white

The only one in wedding attire

 

There was a twinkle in her eye

I wondered as we took our vows

Was she remembering?

Winning two silver cups at Sion sport in ‘35

At the racing bikes finale

 

In her humble Gallony home

Food, fit for a banquet grand

Fiddlers, pipers, tin whistle aria

Soared to the rafters

Sending sparks a-flying from the dancing

Until the globe of the rising sun

Chased away the shining mom

 

It was time

Time to take my new bride home

To the cottage by the Donegal rail

And my mother’s image beside the range

 

With sorrowing tears from her sisters many

And a father’s good wishes ringing out clearly

I claimed my bride

Safely circled in my arms the racing bike’s wheels

Hummed the wedding vows

To have and to hold from this day on

Leave family leave friends and cleave to each other.”

Gemma Hill  2020 ©

 

 

 

 

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The Migrant’s Dream


The Migrant’s Dream

I dream of Ireland, lush and green

Its air fresh on my head and face

The outstretched hand

The welcoming embrace

 

Ireland, a place where strangers

Become friends and later, perhaps,

I native citizens

 

Shackled in this hellhole

I clasp my hands in prayerful fashion

My golden cinderella carriage

A torture chamber now

I close my ears tightly to the sound

Of death and dying on the waves

 

The stench is overpowering now

Sweat, vomit, animal feed, decaying bodies

 

It lies on me heavy and still

Fills up my ears, mouth and throat

Suffocating me by its insidious stealth

Death seems a welcoming release

 

I rouse myself

My dream keeping me alert

My belief

Ireland will welcome me

Ireland will be a welcoming place

 

Shackled both at head and feet

No sound permitted to pass our lips

The lights of a lighthouse

Guides the ship’s path

 

 

Grave quiet, we trundle

Off the heaving sea and on to Irish soil

 

I draw in a gasping breath

Fill my starving lungs with Irish air

Hear the seagull welcome cry

Stretch and kiss this holy land

 

My dream has come true

Ireland welcomes me

 

My gaze feasts on green patchwork pastures

Last leg of journey to a new home

My heart sings

 

Caed Mi Failte for me

Gemma Hill ©

 

 

 

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